My bipolar has ruined my life

what part of the country has the east amount of stigma towards this disorder Everyone hates me becuase i seem and act norma, but Im not working and iving off my mom at 28, they seem to kick my teeth in and don't give me my privacy and self dignity, I don't know what to do, Im not getting any younger, I had a complete full on manic psychosis a coupe of months ago, my first one after years of depression, there are horribe rumors and everyone thinks im dangerous, nobody will hire me in my area